HI

2009-12-29T05:37:00.000+11:00

waiting..

2008-12-21T21:29:00.002+11:00

i haven't been writing for sooo long. =x
UPDATES UPDATES

SSU F5'07 GATHERING
DESARU TRIP =D
11 of us actually went =p
Me, Bbb, Ning, Ying , Yang, Yut, Prem, Jaya, Tonk, Michael !
and the other one is SOONG, who is NOT our classamate lar.

everything was fun.
stars were blinking, brightly.
and guess what,
YING saw SHOOTING STAR !
oh my god. it is just so unbelievable ! =(
my bbb and me were lying on the grass talking, looking at the sky for so long!
and we see nothing T_T

BBQ was nicee.
we had 1000 sausages and hotdogs. =.=

although that night i had so much fun with my friends,
i quarreled with him =(
forget about it.

i was real tired and slept at 1am i guess.
i know it was super early.
but i just could not open my eyes =(
so then i woke at 4am.
YES 4am
and i saw NING and PREM =x
i wonder what was going on?
history reapearring ? HEKHEM
i fell asleept after that
and 4 of us woke at 9something
and took bath together =x
yes , we did. and nude we were.
HAHA
S M X XL =p

yut , yang and michael were the ones who played with the seawater.
this is the purpose to Desaru right?
but yes, only 3 of them did it. -0-
the rest of the guys were sleeping due to the drinks last night!!

we checked out at 12pm~
and had lunch at Kota Tinggi.
lastly, we all headed home.

well. nice trip we had.
annual gathering after one whole year of separation =(

yang was the one who changes the most!
he has gained 8kg!
he used to call me CIRCLE and now!
HE'S THE ONE! =D
SERVES U RIGHT!

christmas is coming.
it should be a sweet and lovely day ?
but this year, to me,
it doesn't seem to be =(
i am so worried.
although people do tell me its gonna be fine..
hopefully? my dear.

my bbb 18th birthday is coming on the 23rd !!
finally she is turning 18 =p
we are going to have BBQ at her house !
SIM CAFE ! !

..[[ i'm afraid of losing, so much more than you do. ]]..

2008-10-29T02:00:00.002+11:00

kinda happy these days =D

met up with bbb today !
she came my house caught me sleeping !
hahax..
we watched HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL!!
OMG! it was awesome!
ermm but somehow i think something is different in Ashley Tisdale.

we went to have lunch at stupid stonegrill (don care the spelling larh. )
the chicken tomyam noodle was HUGE
and so i didnt get to finish it larh.
and PLS la my dearest BBB!!
you know im on my PLAN still keep ask me eat!
yishhhhh if i gain more weights den i kill u arhh ! =(

kkk
no more junk foods from tml onwards!
and no more titbits and whatsoever ~!!!
i gonna stick wit my plan!!
ARGHHH!!

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yesterday o !
i went sutera mall wit mummy and ahbie!
ahbie bought shirtSSSS lor.
i got a pair of shoes and a dress !
hehex..^^

i gonna get my lens !
=D =D =D
happy happy..
and ..
exactly one more week to my first work day for this job..
hehex..
super excited..

till den..

2008-10-25T02:32:00.002+11:00

WAHAHAHHA
happy day. =D

i went interview and i got hired =DDD
pretty lucky huh =p
but there are bad sides of it also larhh..
because it falls on the 2 days which are very important to me ! =(

and i've got 5 continuous holidays =D
superrr nice !!
hahaxx =p
hope this will never end =x

baobeiiii
you did a great job today !
he seriously had me on to bring me in !
and i almost killed him !
but everything went well after that larh.
hehe..

overall im super duper happy today lar!!
bu ding..

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL IS ON !
OMGG..
I WANNA WATCH ASAP !!
ANYONE WANNA GO TOGETHER ? =D

night !!

Desaru Trip =D

2008-10-20T01:18:00.002+11:00

yeapp.
DESARU TRIP AGAIN. =D

erm..
i went desaru with my sis and bunch of friends.
everything was well-organized except for some selfish people =(

actually it was DA GE's birthday.
on the arrival day, we had BBQ =D
everyone was eating happily. hehe.
we had water-battle after cutting cake!
it was sooo damn fun larhh!

someone got drunk and so my sister and i had to babysit her children.
yes, 3 of them and they were horrible and terrible. =(
they didnt want to sleep when it was already 1am !
finally everything was OK. and we went chatting with the rest of the people who were still awake lo.
they were really funny lar.
they drank, and also, drunk. -0-''

i slept at 5am, and woke up at 7.30am =(
but i slept again at 12pm to 2pm lor.
so i had a total sleep of 4 hours after busy for one whole night. T_T

so after woke up,
we went goldcast <>
and we wanted to go waterfall..
but someone said its gonna rain..
so we had to give up the plan T_T
and ended up having dinner at kota tinggi..

the dinner was awesome!

happy birthday to da ge !
wish all ur dreams come true! hehe.
stay YOUNG =x

and IM SICK !
im having serious sore throat and headache !
ARGH !!
i need SLEEP! and REST!

soooo dont feel like going for class tml. =(

pictures will be updated in the next entry.
im too lazy to do it now. haha.

Outing with SSU-ERs =D

2008-10-16T03:23:00.003+11:00

Chew,Me and BBB! ^^

my eyebags are soo fking obvious. i need sleep. =(

it has been awhile since 3 of us last went out with each other.

and therefore, yes. we did manage to make a outing =p

but there was like 4 of us lar. prem "terikut". =p

CHEW and PREM were late for an hour?

and because of that, i spent money buying shirts with my bbb.

HAHA.

we chatted about old bedtime stories =p

and we went for movie!

it was BAD,TERRIBLE and HORRIBLE.

i couldnt remember the name of the movie tho. =x

i think thats it ba.

we dint change much actually.

excepts 3 of us gained weightssss ! =p

hope to meet again soon yeahh.

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i cherish the friendship between us.

hope you will win in the friendship race !

and, for today.

i didnt mean to let you know,and to meet the scene.

real sorry =(

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER =D

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CS and KS trip with CH,XY and SH today.

it was awesome although we did nothing much.

we had lots of fun, hopefully larr horrRr~?

and peeps,

obviously i've changed my blogskin !

so how is it?

do give comments if u're "goyang-ing kaki" larhh. k ?

thats all for now.

gotta off to bed.

full day for tml. =(

night!

see u guys.

2008-10-03T21:51:00.007+10:00

Me.

its about a month since i last updated. =x

nothing much had happened within this month.

usual stuff like outings, movies and stuffs u know.

i shall just briefly talk about those memorable incidents then. =p

firstly,

outings and dinner with my bbb! =p
ERM.chicken wing and sotong =p

its kinda nice. hehe.

2nd,
DESARU TRIP with my friends.
=p
we did not turn at one of the junctions which ended up us at MERSING.
its like realll far away.
so it took us like 3 hours to reach Desaru.
i know its silly. =(
but we DID have lots of fun there!
hehe

i'll soon update the one i've edited. hee.

HA.My legs and my fat fingers.

girl and me.=)
Friends forever!

Hmm.
i cant really remember what else had happened.
i think thats it ba.

BBB
be strong.
not to be afraid of those idiotic people.
i'm always here for u.
i will never leave u alone !!

Accounting test is on Monday.
wish me luck, peeps!

End.

2008-09-07T01:03:00.003+10:00

this picture is so not match with the following details, but yea.

Few days since last updated.

First News.
"HERO", a doggie of my dad.
it is just so sudden that it died last night.
let me talk about what it had done when it was alive.
Firstly,
it fought with Doffy ( another doggie, died years ago, sick.) and got serious injuries.
Secondly,
it bit Browny ( a super cute little doggie , died a year ago, aging.) and Browny went half-blind.
Thirdy,
it can actually unlock the gate with the lock attached.it was just too easy for it to open the gate when the lock wasn't attach. =.= kinda brilliant yea?
Fourthly,
it almost kill Ricky ( another doggie, still alive) , it went out of it's cage and it just started to KILL every dog that it saw. Ricky was kinda brave, it did try to bite Hero in revenge although it was so much smaller in size compared to Hero.
These are those " big matters " which i could remember. =p

Talk about it's death.
It had been vomitting for days, but the maid did not inform us.
therefore we did not get to send it to vet.
and it did eat at 7pm yesterday.
unfortunately, when it was 9pm+, my mummy just suddenly look at the cage, and found "nothing" in it ( normally it would be standing or sitting, at least can see it mahh.. ).
so then we get the maid to have a look at it.
and found that it was dead. =(
ERM, from my sis-in-law, most likely it was bitten by some kind of snakes or what-so-ever lar.
it was bleeding, around the mouth-neck area.
My dad's worker had collected it's body this morning, and bury it nearby my dad's factory.
kinda pathetic huh?
lets bring this to an end.
Hero, REST IN PEACE.
Sincerely hope that you will reincarnate into a happier person.

Next.
I met with my baobeii days ago.
She chose the movie, " LOVE GURU".
it was really god damn boring.
everything is being censored.
it is just super meaningless to watch this kind of movies in this place. =.=

I had my accounting test on last thursday.
Well, i was so stupid to have left the question i know blank, and doing the one i don't know.
Okay. its over.
and hopefully i will do better in the next test.

my birthday is coming!
next monday.
i gonna skip my accounting lesson on monday =x
and i will be out with my baobei again!
hehe just two of us !
im sure we are gonna be real crappy. HAHA.

I wish to relearn violin!
anyone knows where to go please tell me , k?
i don't know where to get a tutor to guide me.

Lastly,
happy birthday jiahao. =)
good luck and all d best.

2008-09-01T02:40:00.004+10:00

Me and XiaoFei.

i took pictures with XiaoBai and XiaoFei.
they are my tutor's genius doggies =D
how i wish my golden will be as clever as them. HAHA.
we will go visit them again soon!!

NOW.
MY XiaoBai and XiaoDuQi.
XiaoBai wore my sweater and XiaoDuQi wore Yuki's puppy, TangTang's shirt. =x
They are just super cute !!!
My children, maybe they inherited my cute genes larhh weii =D

Pictures.XiaoBai in Pink. =p

XiaoDuQi in Pink as well =p

I've been doing my Accounting tasks for 3 days and finally i completed it !
Actually it wasn't that much to do.
YEA. I'm LAZY >.<

Holiday ends on Thursday and i have accounting test that day.
i seriously have to study hard although it carries no marks to final.

wish me luck, peeps!

BBB!
looking forward to seeing you again!!
NEXT MONDAY ! =D

2008-08-27T20:29:00.003+10:00

SHIT.I'm GAINING weight. ="(

No classes on Wednesdays.
I finally had a nice sleep after 2 nights. =D

I met friends for lunch this afternoon.
It had been so long since our last met.
We were so happy chatting.
Too bad, I forgot to snap pictures.
I went home after that.

I have been watching the Hong Kong drama these days.
It is not the latest drama, it is called " 溏心风暴"
It relates more on kinship.
Nice and funny.

I am learning to speak in Cantonese.
I was talking with mummy in Cantonese last night.
My Cantonese is really limited so then I created real jokes. T.T
My mummy and sis as well as my sis-in law, they just laughed at me like HELL.
So mean , right ~!

BY THE WAY!
My BBB surprised me yesterday!!
She bought Yan Su Ji from Stulang for me =D
I DROVE XIAOHONG!!
I'm the only person who drove XH except herself and her mummy.
HEHE.
I GONNA MEET MY BBB TML AGAIN =D
HAPPY!!

Till then, see you peeps!
Gotta do my Accounting tasks. =)

2008-08-23T14:25:00.003+10:00

TADA. Picture of us as a whole. =D

FIRST OF ALL,
HAPPY43rd BIRTHDAY TO MY PRETTY MUMMY!!
hope all your dreams come ture and getting younger and younger each day=D

Picture taken on the way to pub. =D

i went some kind of pub last night with them to celebrate mummy's birthday.
the environment wasn't that bad.
it was quite crowded =D

CHARMING.SMALL V.THINK HIMSELF HANDSOME.
HAHA.
yeah right. I LOVE HIM like HELL.
satisfied now? =)
this is what you've been wanting me to split out.
don't you?
well, thats it.

BBB!
i have never seen xiaohong ever since it is borned >.<
anyway
BBB first washed her car this morning !
should be looking pretty by now after a week of torturance. =x

Another news !
I've gotten my PINK SE W580I !!
UNBELIEVABLY HAPPY !!
Thanks ChernHong and Mummy and Joen sis =D
i love you guys !!
pictures will be uploaded soon =)

Realising i'm no longer the Angnes who used to be in Melbourne.
I'm not hardworking anymore.
I'm not concern about my school work anymore.
I gonna CHANGE!
TIME PLEASE,PEOPLE!

FEIFEI JIAYOU AS WELL OKAY =D
GOOD LUCK IN YOUR TASKS
HOPE THEY WILL END ONE DAY.
HAHA.

2008-08-14T19:37:00.002+10:00

time flies.
i have been in Crescendo College for a month =)
everything is going on smoothly.
i've sweet friends by now.
classes ain't that boring anymore. =D

life is so relaxing back here in JB.
no more stress.
no more tears.
HAHA

today is my bbb's first day in JB's College.
hopefully everything is going on well.
hope my ben ben bbb get to know bunch of new sweet friends !

BBB
I WANT TO BE THE ORIGINAL FIRST'S FIRST PERSON TO SIT IN XIAO HONG >.<
I DON'T CARE I DON'T CARE I DON'T CARE!!

2008-07-21T00:08:00.003+10:00

Officially withdrew from Trinity College, Melbourne.

Anyway, Term2 result is out.

Maths 1 - 91%
Maths 2 - 88%
Accounting - 89%

The other core subjects are all 70s except EAP 60s. >.<
Not too bad huh ? =)

at least all my hardwork are worthwhiled. =)

hope i will not be forgotten by friends ="(
HOPE TO SEE YOU GUYS AGAIN!

Thanks for all friends who i've made in Melbourne.
you guys are really sweet.

whats left, is only memories which we created TOGETHER!

GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE FEBS =)

2008-07-16T11:24:00.002+10:00

yish.
new college life started 3 days ago.
kinda don't get used to the style here.

these days.
i keep thinking about my classes in trinity.
i'm worried that i absent for classes knowing that im not going back to Trinity anymore.
i just dont know whats wrong with me >.<

the temptation to go Melbourne is quite strong now.
but. its impossible for me to join here and there.
and finally to go back to Melbourne.
right? =(

i gotta let everything in Melbourne down.
and continue my journey here.

KRISPY KREME , BOOST and MAX BRENNER
i will visit u next year !
i will get into Monash and do my degree !!

everyone in TC,
GAMBATEHH !!
i so gonna miss u guys >.<
hope i wont be forgotten !

weird feeling. weird me.

2008-07-08T20:39:00.003+10:00

终于都决定了
一切都圆满落幕了
心情终于松懈下来了

尽管如此
希望我不会后悔这次的决定
也没有机会再去更改了

这次
是我自己做出的选择和决定
不管最后怎么样我都不会埋怨
也不会再有遗憾

我会加油
就像当初我决定的那样
终于跨出梦想的第一步
原来
实现梦想的路
真的很艰难

谢谢宝贝贝
谢谢很多人很多人
谢谢你们的鼓励和支持

美心会加油会努力

2008-07-07T01:13:00.003+10:00

well.
i have to and i need to make decision by tonight.
to stay or to go =*(

dream is still dream.
im given a chance to realize my dream.
am i to grab it or to push it away?

melbourne.
i hate the college's atmosphere although its a good college.
it is just too stressful for a weak student like me.
i hate the loneliness.

however,i could not get a college in my place that suits me >.<

tomorrow is the deadline for the ticket comfirmation.
im so lost. >.<

as a matter of fact,
i dont feel like joining sunway.

hmm.
i think. THINK.
if the college that im going to visit tomorrow morning is fine then i will just join them?
since they offer the subjects which i slightly preferable than sunway. =.=
if not. i shall just get my ass back to melbourne. =p

the final answer will be out tomorrow morning !
be patient, people!

..x'' l.o.s.t "x..

2008-07-01T13:13:00.003+10:00

a week has gone by.
nothing is accomplished except meeting my dearest bbb and family. =p

im attacked by fever, flu and sore throat >.<>.<

Sunway College is visited.
no much comments on it.
A levels for Rm20k. 1.5 years.
teachers are inexperienced.
well. is it really worth giving up Trinity and go for this college?
Trinity is full with experienced lecturers and tutors.
Sunway. i heard, not so.
i've no idea.

anyway,
one of my friends is joining the coming intake. =)
good luck and all the best, my dear Fara.

dla,
heard from Fara that you've just lost your grandpa.
its really sad to hear that.
i hope you will recover from the sadness and cheer up soon.
i will always be with you. =)
feel free to call me okay.

hope to meet everyone of you. =)
my dear friends.

2008-06-28T12:10:00.002+10:00

a sense of belonging.
i love this moment.
i enjoy this minute, this second.
the time which i could spend with my mummy, my family and ... =D

the temptation to stay in jb is so strong >.<
i do not know how to make decision. =(
i do not want to fall twice.

i want to stay in jb.
but somehow i feel like going back to melbourne. =(
which decision is to be made ?

2008-06-21T20:08:00.002+10:00

不甘心承认
不愿意接受
尽管事实就是如此

我就是比人家笨

我是笨蛋

2008-06-17T22:04:00.003+10:00

从前,有一个公主..
公主一直住在城堡里..
一直都过着平淡却开心的日子..

公主有一个梦想.
曾经以为,只要努力,梦想就会实现..
当机会降临的时候..
却因为自己的犹豫不决, 而与梦想道别.
失去实现梦想的日子里,公主很伤心..
似乎7个小矮人提起的时候,眼泪都会滑落眼角..
就这样的过了半年,公主似乎渐渐习惯了新生活..
渐渐有了新的小矮人做伴..也习惯了寒冷的冬天..
突然,流星滑过灰沉沉的天空..
是的,机会回来了.
公主很开心,虽然很想实现梦想,但公主却没有直接做决定..
反而,公主不知道该怎么办..
好不容易适应了的生活,好不容易跟小矮人们的友谊..
还有公主大学.. 还有..这里的一切..
虽然一开始公主并不喜欢这里,但现在,为什么..?
梦想,虽然真的很想实现,但怎么办?
什么决定对公主,对大家才是最好的呢?
一大堆的问题,一大堆的烦恼..
公主自问, 为什么不能平平淡淡的过日子呢?

梦想,难道就真的只是梦想?
有没有可以两全其美的办法?

2008-06-14T15:01:00.002+10:00

有机会了
但　我怎么却犹豫了
这不是我一直都想要的吗

我找得到１００万个回去的理由
找不到１０个留下来的理由
我到底还在想什么　烦什么
郁闷

ＥＶ说　得不到的永远都是最好的
真的是这样吗或许吧

下星期六开始考试
在眼前的这堆课本
怎么看也看不完
这次　我死定了

爹地　妈咪　ａｈｂｉｅ　姐姐
很快就能见到你们了
很开心　很期待
你们呢　期待小白吗
哈

我还是美心吗

..x'' i m f i n e"x..

2008-05-10T13:50:00.002+10:00

HAHA.
its freezing outside.

i heard from Ev.
the day i called mummy.
i cried terribly and told her some incidents happened to me. =\
she too cried for 3 days.
i didn't know i brought so much inconvenience to her.
i'm sorry mummy =(

princess.
am i the real princess?
i hope i am.
princess does not have troubles, does she?
everything. everyone will settle everything for her.
why am i not princess?
mummy. i'm your princess.
am i?

u said.
i am the one who you dote the most.
i know i know i know.
the feeling is so strong that i could die.
exaggerated.

pretty mummy.
i love you.
i seriously do.

muacks

..x'' c r y i n g i r l "x..

2008-05-04T22:54:00.004+10:00

my swollen eyes.

mummy.
if i promise i will study even harder than i'm now,
am i allowed to go home?

why did you call me when i miss you.
i cried when i listened to your voice.
i tried my best to hide my feelings.
i received your SMS.
" listen to mummy, stop crying.. bla bla "

can i say? say i want to go home.
i don't want to stay here for another single day.
mummy. can i?

i wanted to send you that sms.
however i ended up sending you
i'm fine. don't worry.i'm off to my homework.

i'm not fine.
not at all.

idiotic me.
again.

..x'' m.u.m.m.y "x..

2008-04-29T00:01:00.003+10:00

mummy.
i miss u. i swear i seriously do.

MSN
Angnes, are u here..
mummy!!!!
i miss u !!!
miss u too.
how r u ? fine ma ?
oklah. but really miss u.
i miss u too =(
i go back study sunway then accompany you, ok ?
i seriously miss you la !!
T_T
nolah, have to look up your furture not now.
en..
=( but i miss u
i seriously miss u
haiz

me.
mummy.
(sorry for the 100% broken English used in the above conversation k)

mummy.
my heart breaks when i read your text.
it hurts, deepest in my heart.

i don't know why are tears rolling down on my face.
i hate that kind of stupid feeling.
this is not the first time i'm crying as i miss my mummy that much =(
i want to do everything with the accompaniment of mummy.
i am used to that kind of life.
i don't want to be independent.

i am mummy-girl. i admit it now.
does this mean i can get back to mummy's side?
the answer is , a big NO.

mummy.
i will stay on in Melbourne.
studying in Trinity.i will and don't worry about me.
although i seriously get sick of this place.

i love you.
say you love me too.
will you?

i'm not a girl, not yet.

..x'' m.o.o.d.l.e.s.s ''x..

2008-04-26T05:49:00.004+10:00

minnie.mickey.
mummy misses you so much.
i will soon go back and visit you both.
be patient, okay?

today is not my day.
i feel so bad. =(

i know, i seriously know each and everyone of you wants me to go back so much.
please spare a thought in my shoes.
i don't know what goes wrong.
i just don't feel like giving up here in the bloody Trinity.
i just want to prove that i can overcome the fear and stress which i'm facing.

i do know that i always scream here and there when i have tons of work to do.
and you guys have been trying very hard to cheer me up.
and my dearest BBB. she actually stays up late just to accompany me whenever i do my stuff.
touched.

i was to scan a few chapters of a book to my pinkie laptop.
however, the scanner just doesn't work like it used to be.
i was kinda frustrated. luckily it went well in the end.
if it isn't, i would have to kill myself.

chernhong.
i'm seriously sorry. =(
i didn't mean to be that way.
you know i was.

and my lovely bro,
i'm so sorry,too.
i wanted to eat that sushi. i swear.
its just that , i wasn't in mood to eat. =(
sorry for raising my voice.
i will never ever repeat that again.
i promise.

we should be happy for every single day.
the Earth will not stop turning because of your unhappiness.
life moves on.zero changes.

what a day i had.
stupid day.stupid life.stupid me.

..x'' h.o.m.e.s.i.c.k "x..

2008-04-19T23:42:00.008+10:00

i seriously love this picture.
i wish i can be positive at all times just like the sun.
no matter how the thunder strikes, or how heavy the rain is.
the sun will still shine after them.
i wish i can be strong even though i did not do well in my first term exams.
it really hurts me. i swear it does.

mummy, daddy, ahbie, joen.
i miss u all so much.
i miss my room , my bed, my quilt, my dolls, my piano.
mummy, can u please send all those stuffs to me ?

tons of work to do. =(
seriously wish bbb is here to suffer with me.

70days till i'm home.
people out there. be patient alright !

mummy, i promise i'll work harder this term , okay?

time to get back to maths.
c u .